Catch Yourself

Bring back the times
there was no such thing, no such thing
as this pressure keeping me down
Bring back the times
We never made, never made
such fools of ourselves

I'd watch the sun rise up to the sky
forget all the doubts and the lies
I'd never let another day pass me by

Holding on, I'm trying to reach
behind the curtain trying to see
is it worth this, (is it worth the price of this endless fear)
Holding on, I'm still to be me
through this all I just want to see
is it worth this, is it worth fighting for?

It's never meant to be so easy,
close the gate, my train is leaving
the abandoned station
of feeling this way

You never said that I'd be fine
never there to help me try
go catch yourself
when you're about to fall

I'm watching the sun rise up to the sky
forgot all the doubts and the lies
I'll never let another day pass me by

Holding on, I'm trying to reach
behind the curtain trying to see
is it worth this, (is it worth the price of this endless fear)
Holding on, I'm still to be me
through this all I just want to see
is it worth this, is it worth fighting for?

I'll make my way
through everything
(you'll never get the best of me)
Carry the weight
all on my own