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Terrible days and hangover mornings
there is no place for an end in this story
I never said it's too hard to describe
I always told you not to deny

I will make this through
With or without your help
dreams will come true

So follow up my steps

I'll carry on
my life in the light
that shines so strong
I'll make you believe
I'll teach you to see
A will to hope and trust is all we need

I'm not the victim
I'm not a casualty
I'm just the one who cured all your apathy

I'm not the victim
I'm not a casualty
I'm just the one

Singing

Don't turn away
We'll make way
just don't turn away

Don't turn away, we'll make the way
so follow up my steps

I'll carry on
my life in the light
that shines so strong
I'll make you believe
I'll teach you to see
A will to hope and trust is all we need

Through these circumstances
With everything we believe in
Let's find another way, another solution
I'll never bring you down
(so just get back around)

And don't turn away

I'll carry on
my life in the light
that shines so strong
I'll make you believe
I'll teach you to see
A will to hope and trust is all we need

For The Ones Unknown

Can you remember when we tried so hard
to get away with everything
but never got that far?
Blind with hate and fear of all that I've seen
I used to go on helpless
you could not have been there much less

It's the time
to let you know

I never really needed you
With all I've lost I've still made it through

This one is for the ones unknown
for the ones unknown
you didn't ever care about me
You we're the ones that used to go
you used to go
didn't ever believe in me, in me

With wide eyes open
I'm still breathing
without all the things I needed
now I'm taking back goodbyes
Didn't want to hear your lies
and excuses, all my bruises
all my scars
used to carry me so far
the true meaning of my life
is to get you out of my mind

This one is for the ones unknown
I never had much hope
you didn't ever care about me
You we're the ones that used to go
you used to go
didn't ever believe in me, in me

I'm dead inside
halfway grounded
you won't take me,
you won't take me

I'm dead inside
halfway grounded
you won't take me,
you won't take me

Hey Dad

Hey dad,

remember how we used to be?

All the things you taught I never would believe

Now that I’m grown up, all I do is cause a scene

well I’m sorry and

I never used to fuck things up like this,

never used to show the world I miss

the times we went to see the game

you cheered it up when I got laid

Now it seems it all has changed, but all that’s changed is me

Through the times I always seem to be so wrong

you’re always there to keep me strong

never mind the days we used to argue

Every moment used to say

that I love you

I’ve always meant it all

go catch me if I fall

I’m not always smart, I don’t do the things you’d want me to

All I need to know is that I’m good enough for you

Though I’m not that perfect kid

just a stupid, bored up, lazy shit

I could say that you’re my hero

And it seems the apple hasn’t fallen too far, but it’s fallen god-damn hard

Through the times I always seem to be so wrong

you’re always there to keep me strong

never mind the days we used to argue

Every moment used to say

that I love you

I’ve always meant it all

go catch me if I fall

Will you be there just to get me through?

I would do it just to make things good for you

Too hard to let the things I think out loud

But now’s the time to let you know

that no one’s better

Catch Yourself

Bring back the times
there was no such thing, no such thing
as this pressure keeping me down
Bring back the times
We never made, never made
such fools of ourselves

I'd watch the sun rise up to the sky
forget all the doubts and the lies
I'd never let another day pass me by

Holding on, I'm trying to reach
behind the curtain trying to see
is it worth this, (is it worth the price of this endless fear)
Holding on, I'm still to be me
through this all I just want to see
is it worth this, is it worth fighting for?

It's never meant to be so easy,
close the gate, my train is leaving
the abandoned station
of feeling this way

You never said that I'd be fine
never there to help me try
go catch yourself
when you're about to fall

I'm watching the sun rise up to the sky
forgot all the doubts and the lies
I'll never let another day pass me by

Holding on, I'm trying to reach
behind the curtain trying to see
is it worth this, (is it worth the price of this endless fear)
Holding on, I'm still to be me
through this all I just want to see
is it worth this, is it worth fighting for?

I'll make my way
through everything
(you'll never get the best of me)
Carry the weight
all on my own

Hapless

She has her high heels on the row

man, she’s ready to go

to say, he’s arguing on everything she’s ever said and

He still feels like it’s gonna blow

but he plans not show

the things he has in mind

the doubts are, oh, one kind

but still it came out wrong

still they walk with death along

Tonight

it’s not gonna change

he still makes the good things wrong

never drawing through the fond

tonight

it doesn’t change

She found the photographs

he’s in them, playing bad

with someone very else

He tried to find the words

but just could not avert

the windows crashing down

now she’s not around

Tonight

it’s not gonna change

he still makes the good things wrong

never drawing through the fond

tonight

it doesn’t change

Time ran out,

touched the ground

felt the cold inside

He’s the one

god had fun with

now he’s down

underground

Tonight

it’s not gonna change

he still makes the good things wrong

never drawing through the fond

tonight

it doesn’t change

Remind

When the rain
would come to your side
I'd be there to catch
the raindrops one by one
and you'd be fine,
as the sun
would reach the sky
take the worries away
as you always do take mine

if you'd ever need me there
it's the only place I'd be

We're gonna stay high,
on the top of this mountain
we're touching sky, yeah
just a little remind, yeah
'cause we're gonna stay high,
on the top of this mountain
we're touching the sky, yeah
just a little remind, yeah

Take great step ahead and you'll find yourself flying
up in the air
there's no despair, at all
and if you ever feel bad hey,
don't let it go
you can always turn into me
just let it show

I guess we're hopeless
but who gives a damn?

'cause we're gonna stay high,
on the top of this mountain
we're touching sky, yeah
just a little remind, yeah
'cause we're gonna stay high,
on the top of this mountain
we're touching the sky, yeah
just a little remind, yeah

Never say there is no hope
there's always this one person
who'd never let you go
Hey dear, don't let them make you sad
you'll be fine
oh you're just fine, because

we're gonna stay high,
on the top of this mountain
we're touching sky, yeah
just a little remind, yeah
'cause we're gonna stay high,
on the top of this mountain
we're touching the sky, yeah
just a little remind, yeah

I'll always be by your side, please believe
'cause best friends don't lie

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But I'm Still Here

This place I used to know

has turned to something else

And I don’t know why

Fields where children used to grow

Covered up with shells

I don’t know why

no I don’t know why

The walls, that kept my life away

the bounds are broken

The fears I never faced

are here to stay

I never wanted to relate

to the part of us erased

we’re slowly beginning to fade to grey

The time of our lives’ laid on the dust

always wandered, now we’re lost

I’ve watched time go

I’m not over, now I know

Why am I doing this

I ask myself

but I’ve got no answers

(got no answers)

The clock ticks

as I watch the move

of my life unknown,

but still all I’ve known

The walls, that kept my life away

the bounds are broken

The fears I never faced

are here to stay

I never wanted to relate

to the part of us erased

we’re slowly beginning to fade to grey

The time of our lives’ laid on the dust

always wandered, now we’re lost

I’ve watched time go

I’m not over, now I know

 Why can’t you see, it starts inside of me ?

I am still here

with all my mistakes

standing the weight

inside of me

Breathing it in

with all my mistakes

standing this weight

inside of me

But I’m still here

I never wanted to relate

to the part of us erased

we’re slowly beginning to fade to grey

The time of our lives’ laid on the dust

always wandered, now we’re lost

I’ve watched time go

I’m not over, now I know